Personal Blog of Aurellia Anderson

Rants and Raves from a Working Mom just like you

About Me

My photo
Aurellia Anderson is a passionate woman about God. She enjoys inspiring and encouraging others to live their life on purpose (even when her own life needs a pick-me-up). She is a hospital Chaplain, licensed minister with the Evangelical Covenant Church, and the President of her own company, Hidden Gem (www.HiddenGemCo.com). A mother, entrepreneur, ChurchChick(TM) , and just your average ray of sunshine-Welcome to the Personal Blog of Aurellia Anderson.

Friday, July 1, 2011

My Weekend without Big Baby Boy

Weekend without my son

523p
Day one without my son. It has been three hours and I am like "It is too quiet. Something is wrong." It just feels like something is wrong. I always visualize about what it would be like to have a couple hours to myself. Now that I have a whole weekend, I dont know what to do with it.

841p
I am here at the comedy show supporting family and I am sitting in the back. You know why? I am a little sleepy because i just woke up. Yes, I fell asleep after coming home. I had no son to play with, take to potty, feed, play with, scold, take to potty. Life without him? I dont know what that feels like. I dont think I like it.

905p
I am at this great event but I can not but stop thinking about big boy. I definitely miss him. Wonder what he's doing? I think I am going to call the sitter.

1114p
Having a good time at the comedy show. Laughing as if there is no care in the world. I did text my Godsister and she said they were at church and he was sleeping. She said he had a great time, made friends, ran around. Just retelling the story makes me smile because I can just feel his spirit so happy and carefree. Ahhhh...true connection. I couldn't miss him growing for anything in the world...

No comments:

Post a Comment